unpredictable journal

31 October 2006

Madness, I thought my lesson starts at 12pm so I reached class at that time. I thought Ms Tan was suppose to ask them shut down their computers but instead she said: "Class, please switch on your computer". And I went o.O" After a phone call then I realised that my lesson starts at 2pm. Hmm, not hestating at all, I decided to go back home.

Head down to Westmall to meet my jie jie. Received her call telling me that is rainning cats and dogs at BBDC that she couldn't walk to the bus stop. So she decided to take cab back home. I felt like a fool, going down all the way to Westmall just to get some bubble tea and puffs and head back home again. As if... I couldn't get bubble tea and puffs and JP. Sigh... Actually I plan to get my second brother a belated birthday present (cuz was agreed that jie jie n I'll share). Finally we've the time to go out together, she didn't turn up. Whatever, don't frown about it eh? =)

After having lil' snacks with jie jie in the kitchen, mummy chase me to my room and asked me to revise my work before lil' niece get back home. She seems to be even more sad to know that I actually 've to stop work for 2weeks due to some company issue. Think she's afraid that I might not 've enough money to spend. Every Nov and Dec my pocket will 've a big hole, cuz lotta friends birthday. =D

I hope I'll luv myself more

16:08

30 October 2006

Out of a sudden I've an urge not to work this entire week. As...

Thurs - School ends at 2pm

Fri - Heavy school bag :(

Sat - Going for a swim in the morning

Sun - Hau asked me to go in JB/A shopping spree!

Seriously speaking, I felt that I neglected my school work. And CAI is in less than a month time. I think I should really do something about it. Perhaps... I'll endure another week of work and seek approval for 5weeks break since FACT course is starting on the 9Nov eh? And lesson 'd be ending at 5pm on that Thursday. It'd too tiring for me to work right after that. Hmm... see if she approve..

I hope I can catch up my school work soon.

No more slacking, way to go!

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:19

29 October 2006

Yesterday watch Guess*3 till 1am, nearly 2am then manage to sleep. This morning sleep till 10.30am nearly late for work. Sales was totally bad on almost all Sunday, I do not know why. I feel so demoralised at the very start of the day. Sigh... I only blame myself when the sales is bad. ;'( Out of the sudden, I feel like resigning. But again I can't unless I found a new part-time job. Haix... vexed up.

I hope I'll luv myself more

21:42

28 October 2006

I've no idea what's the rush when coming out from the MRT when it's already knock off time. Everytime I went to work I saw this Red2 having the 50% off is real tempting. More over they've got lots of new arrival, check it out :)

Yesterday was caught by Christina that I left my counter to chit chat, scared and quickly went back to my own counter. In the afternoon, she told me that she pity me and asked me to walk around. =D

Ginny changed the timesheet, every Sunday 've to fax it to her for verification. I think she nothing better to do. Is so time consuming eh? Sigh...

Tiring, but luckily tomorrow Sunday last day of work for the week. Hees. Just get to know from friend that Monday 'd be a short school day :) Whew... can revise a lil' of my school work.

I hope I'll luv myself more

23:14

25 October 2006

Time flies real fast. I think for the past few days I've been spending way too much. Si xin bu gai =( Haha. I've gave a deep thought that I'll want a handphone more than a digital camera. So I've decided to get my hp during December when they 've great promotion! But first and foremost I've to pay my school fees first. And get a pair of new school shoes =)

I hate Wednesday and Thursday schedule as I feel like I'm learning nothing from the Audit Case Study lesson. I was like sitting down there rotting waiting for the time to pass. On the other hand I can't afford to miss any of the case study lesson as mark 'll be deducted if absent w/o MC. Hell... -.-"

Tomorrow 'd be working as usual, same for next week. But luckily this Friday was a holiday for us. So not that tiring to back up hours. Also going down to Ginny's office to collect free gifts. I thought she won't reply back to my sms but she did. =)

Sighs... recently kinda no mood to blog. Anyway, dad was petty! I was just remarking something about him but he said I shouldn't 've talk back to him in that manner. And I FUCKING hell hate people to open my letter w/o my permission. Yes yes, is the letter about the bursary. Wanna bet, he's eyeing on that sum of money. FUCKER!

I always don't see any problem about friends parent who earn lesser income than you. You everytime say that we work yet no saving. Then how about you, yourself? You're paying the household utilities or you're paying your credit card outstanding balance? FUCK! Our utilities are all paid by mom even our... daily dinner okies? What a husband, what a dad? You don't fit to be one. =( You don't even pay my school fees. No allowance, no transport allowance, internet bill I'll 've to pay myself even. Madness. You always don't admit your mistake, you don't learn from it. That makes me hate you more and more. Just like how my friend hate her dad. Treating that he's no longer alive.

I hope I'll luv myself more

20:19

23 October 2006

Yesterday working was pretty relaxing though having to stand for 9hours. Anyway, I thought sales 'd be extremely bad as I was left with those pretty bright colours but still I was wrong. Sales was average. I've told my manager about the problems that I'll encounter in the coming few weeks but it seems like I couldn't get a reply from her. So I think most probably I'd be working for another 2 more weeks and I'll resign. I really feel extremely tiring having to work and school at the same time whereby the timetable ends so late everyday and backing up hours on the weekend is real dead beat. ='(

My dad was saying that I've grow up and is ready to be married out. Haa, guess whats my mummy reply? She said, when she has got a boyfriend you stopped them. When she has none, you always hurrying her to marry. [Anyway, they're just kidding] Some how, I can't get my mind settled down. In the sense of not having them in my mind so often. Girl asked me have I ever loved one I told her is rare that I'll fall for a guy unless the very special one. And again... [difficult to elaborate].

Anyway I think I've done a very wrong thing. And I'm repeating this mistake again. Children are often difficult to handle but I shouldn't 've frightened her. Worse, infront of her parents. But why the always sensible lil' niece don't know how much I loved her? Sigh...

I hope I'll luv myself more

18:49

21 October 2006

I've got double pay for working today. But then, tomorrow I'll 've to work 9hours ;( but what to do. If I know that she don't allow me to work 8hours today then I'd 've work late yesterday. Sigh... if there're customers, then I can survive otherwise... I'll bored to dead.

I hope I'll luv myself more